The confessions of a geeky mind.

PS3 rolecall!

2008-08-17T10:18:15Z

So I just got myself a PS3, and was wondering who else has one and what your PSN names are :)

I'm Fraevar.

Grlllmmmmk

2007-01-16T09:04:34Z

That was me impersonating a Murloc.

Due to a production issue with the European Collector's Edition of The Burning Crusade, which means you have to mail some details to their office in Paris to recieve your ingame Netherwhelp, Blizzard will also be compensating me with two days' extra game time and get this...a second pet: Lurky the Murloc.

The geeky coolness of running around with a pet Murloc cannot be overstated!

Exam results.

2007-01-09T19:50:24Z

So today I had my Science-Theory exam. To make matters simple, we had to pick a scientific method, and present + discuss it with the teacher. My topic was semiotics - the teachings of signs.

It was an oral exam and I was more nervous than ever; was nauseous yesterday morning and all. This was the first "real" graded exam on this program and I guess I was using this as the benchmark for how right this program was for me. Well, I got a 10. Which I'm overly ecstatic about, because it's a double-digit grade on my first real Uni exam.

For information our current gradescale goes like this

0, 03, 5, 6(minimum for passing),7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 13

So I got the third highest possible. Yay!

Happy New Year!

2006-12-31T14:42:03Z

To everyone who celebrates it; Happy New Years, and to those who don't; Happy Holidays. Here's to a terrific 2007 for everyone!

To reroll or not to reroll...that is the question.

2006-10-14T07:22:49Z

This is mostly intended for my old WoW friends; fezastwin, xenzen, cavortingmonkey and prisoner__24601. With half the current semester now over I was actually considering whether or not I'd be able to get back on the game within the coming weeks. What I wanted to ask was whether or not it'd actually be a good idea. I mean, I really miss you guys and all the others on Alleria; but everyone I knew back in the day, including you are now in raiding guilds, which does limit the time we'd be able to actually play together. Even though I wouldn't mind having you guys around to grind Strat and Scholo for my class set ;)

Or the alternative is for me to either reroll on a server like Archimonde, which has Horde guilds on Euro time up and running; of course that means having to meet new people and all.

I'm torn, and so I'm asking you guys for advice, basically: What's your two cents?

vroom vrooom

2006-08-19T07:27:10Z

So, I'm due on the hazard course today. Where I'll be learning how to recover a car if it's skidding, braking with and without ABS and all that nonsense with little or no traction.

Kinda worried about how rough it'll be, though all my friends have said that this is by far the most fun part of getting a license; since you get to drive like they do in the movies.

We'll see; pity they don't let you take pictures.

deej_pete @ 2006-07-02T01:46:00

2006-07-01T23:46:41Z

Cos Mid said to.

I escaped from the Dungeon of Midnight Hawk!

I killed Madolin the gelatinous cube, Nawnseckwitter the giant spider, Plutospawn the orc and Morgancrow the mind flayer.

I looted the Wand of Valius926, the Dagger of Jedirevanonasi, the Axe of Xenzen and 82 gold pieces.

Score: 82

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deej_pete @ 2006-06-07T23:30:00

2006-06-07T21:31:39Z

My grandmother's funeral is tomorrow. I'm definately not looking forward to it; today I had to go to her apartment and see if there was anything there that I'd like to recieve...I felt like a vulture.

deej_pete @ 2006-05-31T20:39:00

2006-05-31T18:40:17Z

My grandmother passed away today...around 2½ hours before this post, actually. It was sudden, but peaceful and I was at least able to sit and hold her hand as she passed on.

Happy b-day Pris

2006-05-21T12:31:44Z

Happy Birthday Pris. Better late than never!

May it be a good day with lots of prezzies...and cake; lots of cake! :)

deej_pete @ 2006-05-21T14:13:00

2006-05-21T12:15:54Z

My grandmother was admitted today.

No one could reach her all morning, so my uncle who lives nearby finally went over to check on her. Turns out she'd been sick all night and couldn't even stand. They called a doctor who decided that, given that my grandmother has a heart condition, she was to be admitted.

I'm having mixed feelings about this; she is past 80 and her time is passing. So while I'm not looking forward to her death, should it come soon I'm at least prepared for it, since this is happening naturally instead of from nowhere like it happened with my grandfather.

deej_pete @ 2006-05-01T10:42:00

2006-05-01T08:43:17Z

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4970281608618831020&q=star+wars

Oh it only it were so...

Remember

2006-04-26T07:09:11Z

Today; on April 26th 1986 reactor no. 4 of the Chernobyl nuclear power plant in the Ukraine exploded after an energy experiment had spiraled out of control, and the safety measures for the reactor had been disabled.

The radiation cloud spread as far as the north of Finland, and to this day a 30 kilometer quarantine zone remains in effect around the plant itself.

Just reminds us...of the fallibility of men.

The BBC News website has a good in depth review of the incident and consequences; it can be found at http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/shared/spl/hi/guides/456900/456957/html/nn1page1.stm

deej_pete @ 2006-03-30T07:06:00

2006-03-30T05:08:15Z

Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...

that suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's too late, and...

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say.

The only way to win is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
and to another give my seat
for that's the only painless feat.

The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...

A brave man once requested me
to answer questions that are key
is it to be or not to be
and I replied 'oh why ask me?'

'Cause suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
...and you can do the same thing if you please.

deej_pete @ 2006-03-17T09:00:00

2006-03-17T08:01:33Z

GAH! For FUCKS sake! How many times do I have to say it? LEAVE ME OUT OF IT!

I just want to write stories, dammit; take all the other shit to someone else!

deej_pete @ 2006-03-06T18:44:00

2006-03-06T17:52:23Z

Well these past weeks have been totally crazy. Since the accident at work I'd been feeling down so I went to see my doctor. Who diagnosed me with stress and instructed me to take it easy.

So now things're going more normally at work, which is good. My coworker has been moved to a re-training facility and they say that there's a good chance he'll regain motorfunctions in his upper body.

In terms of my own stuff, I'm still looking at the various college programs. One thing that's somewhat daunting is the fact that I might have to move to another city to start. Though that's not even the worst part; the worst part is the uncertainty of whether or not it's the right program.

Of course that leaves some financial backlash, since if I'm going to have to put up a deposit for an apartment in a new city, I won't have much...if any money to spend this summer.

And finally: I turn 24 on March 31st! Where the heck did the year go?

deej_pete @ 2006-02-16T22:29:00

2006-02-16T21:31:34Z

http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20060214/ts_alt_afp/afplifestyleusattacks_060214163702

I just lost all respect I had for Frank Miller...he should bloody well know better.

*headdesk*

deej_pete @ 2006-02-12T13:08:00

2006-02-12T12:08:48Z

You scored as Babylon 5 (Babylon 5). The universe is erupting into war and your government picks the wrong side. How much worse could things get? It doesnâ��t matter, because no matter what you have your friends and youâ��ll do the right thing. In the end that will be all that matters. Now if only the Psi Cops would leave you alone.

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Babylon 5 (Babylon 5)

100%

Serenity (Firefly)

88%

Moya (Farscape)

81%

Deep Space Nine (Star Trek)

81%

SG-1 (Stargate)

75%

Enterprise D (Star Trek)

69%

Nebuchadnezzar (The Matrix)

63%

Millennium Falcon (Star Wars)

56%

FBI's X-Files Division (The X-Files)

56%

Bebop (Cowboy Bebop)

50%

Galactica (Battlestar: Galactica)

50%

Andromeda Ascendant (Andromeda)

13%

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The Essay of Self-Lessons.

2006-02-07T16:08:37Z

These past weeks have really been an eye-opener for me. With all the things happening around the world; this little nation I live in having become the center of a major international incident and what is looking more and more to become an all out war of cultures has just awakened me to the world around me in a completely new way.

I see things now that I didn't before; I'm much more interested in foreign culture and society, more interested in politics and global events. And suddenly the things that have occupied my time for about 3½ years now seem totally inconsequental.

In my time in a certain fandom, I've had good experiences...lots of them. I've also been hung out to dry and become the target of resentment from people who decided to get mad that I hadn't read their stories, or that I disagreed with the way they were doing character development, and so forth.
And honestly; it all just seems so petty now.

To live a life where you allow yourself to be worked up over a fictional universe and is willing to make enemies based on that is well...it's not a life at all. There's a world out there; a real world where things never go the way you want them to. People never react like you want them to; the only way to get ahead is through dialogue and understanding; something that you will never learn while sitting in a little Happy Place in a fictional world, that you portray via a typewriter or computer. And to let yourself start resenting people who happen to disagree with you over these things...well there's more to life than what just pops from your mind...there's more to the world than that.

If I had to sum all that up into one sentence; it would be: "I have woken up." And I have. I can enjoy fictional things, and universes and creating things for them. But they aren't the world; they aren't a life and they will never, ever be grounds to start raving over others. If someone wants that, well...that's their choice, but I pity them.

I've learned that while it is always important to be tolerant and to listen to the viewpoints of others; there will always be those who decide to dislike you and what you do; for whatever reason. To that I simply say:

"I am who I am. I'm not perfect but I try to be a good guy. I do what I do, and I live like I live. If you have issues with that, then...that's your problem, not mine."

Fin

deej_pete @ 2006-02-07T15:46:00

2006-02-07T14:47:28Z

Happy Birthday noneko :D

deej_pete @ 2006-02-05T12:28:00

2006-02-05T11:29:33Z

I wrote in my entry yesterday that things could only get worse; well they have.

Now the Danish embassy in Beirut has also been set on fire.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/middle_east/4682560.stm

Looking at the reactions from government officials now, things aren't about to slow down...

deej_pete @ 2006-01-24T15:40:00

2006-01-24T15:03:31Z

1) Thank you oh so much, mrotakki

2. List 5 random/strange/weird things about you.

* I can grow a beard in a week.
* I have dark-brown, black, red *and* white hairs.
* I can never stay focused on anything that requires coding.
* I'm a walking encyclopedia on all sorts of irrelevant things.
* I'm envious of parliamentary officials...why do they get Mercedes' when I don't?

3. Tag five others: cyanida, jedirevanonasi, winterfox, dangerism and xenzen

The demo post

2005-12-30T13:50:57Z

I got a digital camera for Christmas. So yesterday and today while we were having a blizzard, I decided to take in for a spin. It takes great pictures, but unfortunately some sharpness has been lost in the photobucket resizeing. I hope ya'll can live with that ;)

The first two pics are from the blizzard yesterday, and are taken near my apartment building, whereas the rest are from today, at the marina near my parents' home. They're all located

Here

Enjoy :)

Oh the scandal

2005-11-27T12:52:57Z

Shamelessly stolen from cyanida

AGAIN?!?

2005-11-13T17:25:05Z

Ok, so in every single one of these tests I take, I always get this guy...I swear; it must be my name.

You scored as The Amazing Spider-Man. After being bitten by a radioactive spider, Peter Parker was transformed from a nerdy high school student into New York's greatest hero. Peter enjoys the thrill of being a super hero, but he struggles with the burdens of leading a double life. He hopes someday to win the heart of his true love Mary Jane, the woman he's loved since before he even liked girls. Right now, he just wants to make it through college and pay his bills.

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The Amazing Spider-Man

96%

Batman, the Dark Knight

83%

James Bond, Agent 007

79%

Indiana Jones

63%

Captain Jack Sparrow

63%

Maximus

50%

Neo, the "One"

46%

William Wallace

46%

Lara Croft

42%

El Zorro

42%

The Terminator

38%

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